dear flattery,
hun, it’s fine. it really is. i mean…i think i understand. before i just thought you were mad at me for leaving. but it was something i had to do. i didn’t want to, but if i had stayed i really think things would’ve been worse. i wasn’t any good to you or sarah. but i’m not gone forever. i am coming back. that, i can honestly promise you. sometime before the new year. most likely once exams are over. but i miss you too (: so take care of yourself, okay? i read bits of your twitter every now and then and you scare me. just know. that i’m here for you whenever you need me.i miss you. i miss having you around every day. i miss talking to you. and i regret not making more of an effort when you were around. i think i took you for granted and just never thought that the day you were no longer always around would come so soon.
