May 2011
6 posts
''Are you free tomorrow?'' No, I'm expensive.
So afraid right now... So afraid that you are...
i'm definitely gonna start making my way back to...
i really miss roleplaying :/
March 2011
4 posts
just felt like saying....
that i love you lyssa and sarah.
sarahsinister:
flattery:
woah, i havent been on this thing in FOREVER. i dont know what to do with myself.
YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!
I MISS YOU!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG YOU’RE ONLINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (: I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!! i...
I keep telling myself to be patient; that if I...
woah, i havent been on this thing in FOREVER. i dont know what to do with myself.
October 2010
4 posts
i wish...
i’m feeling like it’s not worth it. like i’m just wasting my time. i wish i wasn’t so scared. i wish i could just take a chance and not second guess everything. i wish i would stop wishing and just make things happen.
sarahsinister:
flattery:
i HATE feeling like the bad guy.
hey love, i was thinking about you earlier today. i miss you. how’re you doing? i haven’t heard anything out of you in awhile and that worries me. ): i hope everything is going great, if you need anything feel free to text me, love.
OMG I TOTALLY MISS YOU GUYS SFM :( i’m doing pretty good. i can’t really complain...
i HATE feeling like the bad guy.
:)
i’m alive. i promise.
July 2010
2 posts
50 random questions
1. whats your name spelt backwards?
azylla
2. What did you do last night?
uh, i watched tv and finished my book
3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
the pretty little liars episode
4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
wtf, noooooo
5. Last time you swam in a pool?
idk how to swim
6. What are you wearing?
a tank top and pajama shorts
7. How many cars have...
` disney
Cinderella
One of your parents is dead.
You are expected to do a lot of chores.
You love to dress up.
You love animals. Your mom is really strict.
You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you. You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes.
You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before.
You have blonde hair.
Total: 3
Belle
You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like....
June 2010
3 posts
8091) We all are fighting a tough battle. Keep...
(via theblogyoulove)
7913) The only reason I'm not bulimic is because I...
(via theblogyoulove)
i’ve been sitting here for an hour thinking of what it is i want to say and the only thing i have the balls to admit is that i wish i were someone else.
March 2010
3 posts
just a thought
things happen for a reason. people get older. they grow. they change. people grow apart. and then you start to look at them and wonder who the hell they are. is it that they’ve change or that they’re becoming the person they were meant to be?
February 2010
6 posts
newsflash.
♥if you think someone only wants attention- don’t give it to them.
♥if you think someone is lying, let them. They must have a bad life in the first place.
♥if someone is mean to you, block them. Two wrongs don’t make a right.
you know the saying sticks annd stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me? it’s not true, trust me.
february 24, 2010
the day i realized i was beautiful. and so are you.
good bye.
i don’t think you understand how much i hate you. your selfish. your a bitch. your annoying. you talk way too much shit. and everytime i see you come online i wanna scream. i don’t even know why i became friends with you in the first place. your everything in a person that i hate. and the sad thing is you don’t realize any of this. i don’t know if it’s because you...
4810) I wish I could curl up in a ball and fight...
(via theblogforyou)
today
today this girl told me my mom went to hell because she killed herself. do you think that’s true?
you.
i’m so sick and tired of people. i swear, it’s either the person talks too damn much or not at all. and if your gonna be all mute then maybe we shouldn’t be friends. otherwise what’s the point. maybe i’m just outgrowing you. you just annoy the hell out of me. everything about you gets under my skin. and then you have the nerve to act like you give a damn. puh-lease....
January 2010
3 posts
1413) I second guess everything I do. I worry...
(via theblogforyou)
i wish.
i wish i could stop being such a…bitch. idk lately i’ve been letting the little things bother me. im more hyper than i usually am. im snapping at everyone and just the sight of people sets me off. not to mention im super freaking paranoid about everything. maybe because it’s so close to february. and after february comes march. i wish that i could feel nothing. because feeling?...
SO OVER IT.
WHAT THE FUCK is wrong with all you? since when has the rp world been like this? i remember when i used to log on and be able to talk freely with whoever i wanted to. when i could geniunely laugh with other people. when i could actually be MYSELF. and now? now it’s nothing but nonstop drama. it feels more like high school than a place where i can be myself. and i dont know about you but i...
December 2009
2 posts
this life
i am not placed on the earth to focus on it’s errors.
i am not here to listen to the rain, to watch it gather in puddles at my feet.
i am here to dance under those grey clouds and let my hair get wet
to embrace what this life has given me, to embrace the fortunes of which i’ve been blessed.
i am placed on this earth to spread love as far as mountains wide,
to let the snowflakes...
rares to look for.
making a rare pb. might share it, depends on how i feel.
if you have a name that you think should be added to the list
then just say so (: not that the list isn’t long enough lol
adamo ruggiero alessandra ambrosio
alexa nikolas
aly and aj michalka
amanda bynes
amanda crew
amanda seyfried
annalynne mccord
ashley greene ashley tisdale aubrey graham
becky lou filip blake lively...
November 2009
6 posts
byeeeee tumblr.
http://beingthemouse.blogspot.com/
dear flattery,
theheartlies:
i miss you. i miss having you around every day. i miss talking to you. and i regret not making more of an effort when you were around. i think i took you for granted and just never thought that the day you were no longer always around would come so soon.
hun, it’s fine. it really is. i mean…i think i understand. before i just thought you were mad at me for leaving....
numb knees.
my mouth movies in silent prayer,
while sweat pools, cooling my face.
serenity, i don’t know the feeling.
only my own anxieties tinting my vision
my breath comes out in gasps;
fear clouding my vision, burning metallic in my throat.
i cannot remember what they said in church,
it never struck a chord,
i never thought that i
would find myself here,
kneeling in at the foot of my bed,...
titles suck.
i remember when i used to be online 24/7 and now i’m lucky enough to come on a few times a month. i’m pretty sure no one reads my tumblr. which is probably why i still use this thing. life for me these past few months has been tiring. i’m so tired of who i am. and if i could change who i am, i would. in a freaking heartbeat. i hate the fact that my grandmother hides all the...
countdown.
Countdown Til I Can Get Away!
October 2009
5 posts
stay above
i would never, i could never.
but then i did, and now i do.
i told myself it was everything im not,
yet it slowly became everything i am.
i had been looking for escape,
i found it, and now i can’t escape.
i hate what has become of me and
i am now ready to be set free.
dear uncle joe,
i’m sorry to hear about your condition. i can’t imagine what it’s like having to live that way. you’re slowly dying and as horrible as this may sound, i wish you would just stop fighting already. you’re suffering and there’s no getting better. not for you. i wish you’d stop fighting and go with god. all your life, you’ve only cared about one thing....
September 2009
1 post
erica’s moving. i’m not sure if that’s a bad thing or not.
August 2009
5 posts
into everyday life.
she looks into air, herself falling rain.
dripping coldness past, memories, old pain.
drops fall, the puddling her damp water life.
spiraling mirror, self lonely strife.
a sigh, one frown, crying sadden tears
storms of remember through bleak yesterdays.
clouds a whirl, dark sky sheltering fair heart
but how can she while taking no part?
cov’ring cold soul, corona of defense...
hell yeah.
fuck boys.
ever since the night my mom died, i pray every single day that she went to a place where she could finally be at peace with herself. throughout her life, it’s all she’s ever wanted. and now that she’s dead i hope she’s found it.
