she's nothing without her crown ---

”Are you free tomorrow?” No, I’m expensive.

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So afraid right now… So afraid that you are giving me up, leaving me when you said “Its time i moved on…” Blame me for not holding on to you when you were there. Now what’s there left for me to regret? What to do if you are going to start ignoring me tomorrow? Feels like everyone is leaving me. Friends that were with me all the while. Seems like we have drifted apart. I don’t know who to talk to right now… I feel so insecure…

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i’m definitely gonna start making my way back to the internet. i miss it WAY too much.

i really miss roleplaying :/

just felt like saying….

that i love you lyssa and sarah.

sarahsinister:

flattery:

woah, i havent been on this thing in FOREVER. i dont know what to do with myself.

YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!

I MISS YOU!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG YOU’RE ONLINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (: I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!! i seriously need to stop popping in and out and stay put.

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I keep telling myself to be patient; that if I wait long enough, love will come to me. I am just afraid that it may take so long that I fall into another depression or worse. I don’t want to feel as though I need a man to be happy, and I don’t, but I’m at a point in life where it is the logical next step and honestly, I just want to be held. I am trying to renew my faith and trust God to provide the love I need. I just wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel.

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woah, i havent been on this thing in FOREVER. i dont know what to do with myself.

i wish…

i’m feeling like it’s not worth it. like i’m just wasting my time. i wish i wasn’t so scared. i wish i could just take a chance and not second guess everything. i wish i would stop wishing and just make things happen.

sarahsinister:

flattery:

i HATE feeling like the bad guy.

hey love, i was thinking about you earlier today. i miss you. how’re you doing? i haven’t heard anything out of you in awhile and that worries me. ): i hope everything is going great, if you need anything feel free to text me, love.

OMG I TOTALLY MISS YOU GUYS SFM :( i’m doing pretty good. i can’t really complain (although i want to) but there’s no need to worry about me! i’m totally fine :) how have you been? and i totally will. I PROMISE !

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i HATE feeling like the bad guy.

:)

i’m alive. i promise.

50 random questions

1. whats your name spelt backwards?
azylla

2. What did you do last night?
uh, i watched tv and finished my book

3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
the pretty little liars episode

4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?
wtf, noooooo

5. Last time you swam in a pool?
idk how to swim

6. What are you wearing?
a tank top and pajama shorts

7. How many cars have you owned?
techinally they’re my parents but 2

8. Type of music you dislike most?
country

9. Are you registered to vote?
nope, not yet. i’m too young.

10. Do you have cable?
YES. thank god.

11. What kind of computer do you use?
uh, idk? gateway or something.

12. Ever made a prank phone call?
duhh

13. You like anyone right now?
no, thank goodness

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
HELL NO.

15. Furthest place you ever traveled?
uhh, italy?

16.Do you have a garden?
yes, but it looks like crap

17. What’s your favorite comic strip?
archie

18. Do you know all the words to the national A?
i don’t believe i do

19. Shower, morning or night?
night!

20. Best movie you’ve seen in the past month?
the karate kid. jaden smith is just so cute

21. Favorite pizza toppings?
cheese

22. Chips or popcorn?
popcorn fo’ sure

23. What cell phone provider do you have?
verizon

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
wtf? no

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
nope

26. Orange Juice or apple?
apple juice

27. Who were the last people you sat at lunch with?
dominque, taewon, gavin, etc.

28. favorite chocolate bar?
twix bb

29. Who is your longest friend and how long?
erica and for 3-ish years? i move around alot. but techinally i’ve been friends with lyssa and sarah longer.

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
never

31. Have you ever won a trophy?
nopeee

32.Favorite artist?
trey songz (:

33. Favorite computer game?
the sims 2 bb

34. Ever ordered from an infomercial?
can’t say that i have

35. Sprite or 7-UP?
sprite

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school/work?
yeah, in the 8th grade.

37. Last thing you bought at Walgreens?
i can’t remember, sorry

38. Ever thrown up in public?
nope

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
true love :/

40. Do you believe in love at first sight?
no, that’s lust not love

41.Can exes just be friends?
maybe. but i couldnt do it

42. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
my uncle joe

43. Did you have long hair as a young kid?
no, not really

44. What message is on your voicemail machine?
none

45. Where would you like to go right now?
to bed

46. What was the name of your first pet?
luca

47. What kind of back pack do you have, and what’s in it?
a dora the explorer backpack and its empty now

48. Last incoming/outgoing call on your phone?
idk jeez

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today?
nothing really

50. What do you think about most?
death and the future.